Hello ~~
It's one year since I last wrote a post.
I came back to writing blog as I'm slightly troubled.
Since there is no one who is gonna read this, I can write what I am troubled about.

Y is studying now, I'm slacking now.
I seems to worry a lot. I am negative.
I have spread the negative influence on Y.

It seems that in a relationship, it's always one being active and the other being quiet.
Previously, Y is active. Now, there is a change of role, I am active and make the initiative.
I can't complain much since Y should be busy with studies.
In addition, I can't guarantee that I won't do the same when I am studying.

I do wonder occasionally if I did the right decision that day on 25/01/2014.
What would be different if I said the other answer?
We won't have those short happy days, but can't it last us through till we both graduate?

Will u be the one who leave me first?
I can't accept it if u leave me first.
Please don't betray me.
We are thousand miles apart, 11 hours time difference.
Trust our relationship and work it out together.

It's Friday!!
It is the end of week 2.
Time seems to past so fast.
Noting when the assessment are due...
Argh...
So sleepy now..

Heello!
Now listening to FM lecture online.
But i was reading this

【摩羯座男女喜欢一个人的表现】

摩羯男生

表现1.想到你时，他会觉得心里很痛

魔羯座一般用情很深，却不会表达，久而久之积聚于心，产生了一种强烈的痛楚。所以，魔羯座在判断自己是否爱着他时，并不困难，只要想到她时，觉得心里很痛，便是爱了。魔羯座爱得彻底，也痛得彻底，估计很多成为工作狂的魔羯座并不是因为爱工作，很可能是为了忘情。

表现2.你爆发出了强烈的感情

摩羯座基本上是一个沉闷的群体，喜怒哀乐都能够让它们化为一江春水，流去。如果哪日他突然为你爆发出了强烈的感情，那么你必须引起重视，这个摩羯可能爱上你了。不然，无论你是怎样的嘻笑怒骂，他的反应也只是敷衍而已。

注意：虽然他们爆发的一刻很难得，但你最好不要为了这个，做出许多过激或者变态的事情。也许你真的会引来他们的激动情绪，但很大的因素不是因为他爱你，而是他愤怒。

摩羯女生

表现1.
魔羯座一般用情很深，却不会表达，久而久之积聚于心，产生了一种强烈的痛楚。所以，魔羯座在判断自己是否爱着他时，并不困难，只要想到他时，觉得心里很痛，便是爱了。

表现2.
把内心的秘密告诉喜欢的人，这就是摩羯座女生喜欢上一个人的表现。摩羯座的女生总是让人想保护她，可是摩羯女生也总是让人很难以接受。而且她们有什么事情也不愿意和朋友说，如果摩羯女生肯把心里话对你讲，愿意跟你一起分享快乐的同时，也会跟你分享痛苦，那就说明摩羯女喜欢你。

From http://www.facebook.com/Horoscope999Letters

Hahas. I am interested in this because I am a 摩羯女生..hohoho..

I am suppose to study but apparently, I started blogging or changing my template.
But I am going to study surveying now!

HELLO!!
It is a new semester, to be exact, a week since the start of the semester have passed.
Tomorrow is the start of the second week into the semester.
It is a new experience in 2nd year.
You have a feeling to work hard and feel the competition and stress from the first week.
2nd year is quite different from first year.
There are many foreign faces which I never seen before and there are only some people whom I know.
So I shall go and study my civil engineering :D

Boxing Day

Went to orchard with Kim.
At Apple store, use ipad play game for around an hour.
Then Nex.
Meet Joon tong.
They are looking at dogs!!! *scared scared, please don't come near me*
Went to Pasta Mania for dinner.
Chatted after meal.
Left Nex. I took bus 45 home.

Read some post that i posted during a period that is sad to me in 2008. I realised that I was alittle maybe immature in what i think or write. && I am contradicting. Seems that emotions and conflicts or should i say relations would affect your perception of someone. Before we have conflict, i describe her like an angel, after conflict, i say her like a devil; criticising her about something i was praising her.

Okay. That matter is sonething that had passed and i would only comment about it whenever i think about the past maybe to remember it as an experience. Whether you know what happen at that time, it is not important because i am also not sure of the whole matter as well. Thus, I don't want to tell someone what happened at that period. What happened to us would be between us whether they remember or not. Understanding someone does not mean of telling everything that had happened. Certain things, are better to be left unsaid right?

Love is not needing a snooze button on your alarm clock
because when it goes off the first time in the morning
the thoughts of your loved one
make it impossible to fall back asleep.
~ Natasha Harris ~

All our young lives we search for someone to love. Someone who makes us complete.
We choose partners and change partners.
We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope.
All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there's someone perfect who might be searching for us.
~ Kevin Arnold ~

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
~ Eden Ahbez ~

Love, like a river, will cut a new path whenever it meets an obstacle.
~ Crystal Middlemas ~

Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense.
~ Mark Overby ~

Let the wife make the husband glad to come home,
and let him make her sorry to see him leave.
~ Martin Luther ~

Love is not blind - It sees more and not less,
but because it sees more it is willing to see less.
~ Will Moss ~

I have been back for more than 1 month.
I spent my weekdays working.
Weekend slacking.
Hahas.

How I wish at least 4 person will pop in front of me maybe 3.
They pop in front of me and give me a hug. Or ask what happened.
Now it is my turn to turn crazy.

I just feel unable to fit in.
Forever unable.
Others takes weeks, i take many many months.
There is just something missing.