was posted at 11:50 PM with 0 comments
hmmmm...ytd i wanted to have a talk wit them but i did not..because i had no courage just to sms them...even saying face-to-face..
but wat i nvr expect is a bad news at evening from another person and i did reply v slowly...although i had sense wat he want to say..i just have the feeling that he would say smething bad to me..and im rite..thot that i would be fine but its not...i hid in the toilet...
todae its science exam..its difficult...after that i w8 for mr lee to cme to learn from the qn others ask him....really i have plenty of qn that i duno...but mr lee teached us...but some i havent even copy he erase off le..
todae i found out 1 thing...i really dun understand him le...he changed...seems like completely change...i duno cuzz of wat but i alrdy have no mood to noe already...
nw..i have lost my best fren.him.my academic.my cca fren..arghh..i feel that im v unlucky dis yr...having lots of thots....i have to comfort myself when i cry..i wont want my parents to noe wat happen..i really duno how am i going to live after exam...at least now we have exams...i have no cca..we can go bac hme early...how i wish i could just hide at hme forever and dun care about the outer world...but i would want to thank my gankor..he would give me advises and provoke me dat make me nt think about my problem...he is lyk sme1 i can trust alot and would be there for me no matter wat problem i have....
was posted at 4:46 AM with 0 comments
i think i noe wat happen le..how i wish i can don't go sch tomorrow....hais...my counsellor will agn be there busy le.............
i wont wan to elaborate...i gt a friendster friend..........
which i have her msn..she oso lost a friend.but she sound more positive than me.
suan le.......i write finish my parent letter first.2mr i dun wan so early go sch..
hmmm.................2 chioces now bahhhs..
1...solve the problem..
2...dun care it..
hais.