Bored bored bored.
Say bye to my...
All my pattern...):
Hais.


I know that i seems to be relaxed.
That maybe a problem to you.
But its not what i can help.
I have to be.
It is not i don't want.

Don't know what to do.

We can't get back to the past anymore.
What have been done had been done.
What have impacted us can't be erased with a few words.
Do you think we are able to turn back time & be the same as the past?

I don't want to cheat anyone.
I want to face the reality.
That i can't read my own feelings.
Thus,i dun wan to get hurt again.
I dun wan things to be the same ending.
I want put it to a stop before its too late.

What I care now are my academic,friends & family.
I dun want to add anyone in anymore.

Happy or Sad?
What should be my emotion now?

I need a pillar in my life.
A stable pillar.
Why would i take the chance to choose a mayb less stable pillar.
But for now,i only need my current pillars.
There mayb times that i wish there is someone.
But there is still myself.
At least i wont cheat on myself.
Impossible that i would hurt myself.


Now i know the power academic can have on someone.
How powerful it is.The potential it have.
How it could chnge ppl.
That i feel ppl are getting drifted away.

Sleepy Sleepy Sleepy.
Ytd woke up at 10plus.
Today also woke up at 10plus.
Now quite sleepy lerh.
Haha.
Did nothing during the weekend except use comp & watch tv.
haishais.

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